Mother

Mother the word which take 99% people emotional may be its right but think about 1% also what they are facing i don't know how to describe but for my experience i look if my eyes i am not satisfied cause we 3 brother one sister mother first love is son who earned well she always keep talking about him in front of every people how hardworking son he is how he run homes family always appreciat him for everything 2nd love small child always take care of him always support him always underestimated his mistakes his wrong decision always thinks his small trying hard for success but she forget how much time his son are failed aalso always talking big things but never work hard for this tallk just talking big big speeches everytime he giving lectures to anyone but he and also mother can't understand someone is working hard and earn money for them but  mother always thinking about this always worried about him after that mom loves her girl child unconditional always interfare her girl married life always educating girl wrong thing which makes doughter life ruined if her doughter happy in life she made to take wrong decision also put wrong things to doughters ear about brothers and brothers wifes always showing they are suffering lot of things in life her sons are bad doghter in laws are bad always harrasing her not well relation with them some children like me who always suffer from childhood to till my age 40years old everytime filled they are doing partiality cause 2 brother one sister they never speak about them but like me they always complaining always told everyone he is not good we do everything for him but his nature wigh us not good everytime talking like that also if like me son are married then for these son life is like hell i don't know how i am controlling my life i always stress, tention, anxiety staying in these situation but they only thinks about not capable sone always agree in his wrong decision always hated son like me everytime life becoming harder then harder i don't how to life my going but whatever life should thinks twice and if anyone things twice then life should live with responsible 

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