I am boy handicap, lower cast, skin dark i don't know these 3 things how define me may be some time i thinking because of this i am feeling guilty for life or i already accepted as looser cause these thing comes to my behalf i don't know what is the meaning or where i take my way or always feel poor it's come my faith may be i trying to live happy ignoring people who are treating not good with me not accepting me as human i ignored everything but now because of so many problems in my life i am going to feeling low now these phase of my life is so crucial for me i don't know these is my feeling or really i reach there who is responsible myself or my position or current circumstances are made for break my strength i really don't know but my gut feeling are high on my mind but in this all situation no one are available where i can talk and realease my pain from my heart i really feels lonely ness in my life i am looking for forget all those things but different situati...